I'm glad John started school today. Instead of dwelling on the fact that 4 years ago today mom had her stroke, I am choosing to live life and rejoice that Sept 12 is the first day of Kindergarten.
I can honestly say that I am happy. I can honestly admit that mom's stroke wasn't on my mind all day. I kind of actually forgot the date. It's a nice kind of feeling.
I was concentrating on making the best memories for John that the bad memories sort of slipped away.
I'm not going to lie, it's a struggle sometimes still but it no longer rules my life.
More posting about school later!
